Aww, dear diary, it's been a while.

Stuff I'll put here because I don't want to sound whiny in my blog. Or something.

*I've noticed that my life goes through a cycle every spring: my thoughts turn with full force to the boyfriend situation. Granted, it's never far from my mind but it totally comes on in full force in the spring. Do I realize that I come across as desperate every time I write about this? Yes.

*Guy that I was smitten with and I don't talk anymore. He kind of turned weird after I appeared, naked (save for a trenchcoat and flip flops) at his aparment door. I know, that's a little desperate and grasping for me but I decided to just go for it.

Heehee. Just kidding. It's true that we don't talk anymore but it's not because of that. I think we just drifted apart.

*Why is it so hard to find someone who will be interested in what I have to say and what I do and what I think? Seriously?

*If I ever get control of my weight--well I have control (ie, not gaining), but if I could change its decline to a more rapid one--and become a size...10 or 12, that would be such a happy day.

*About the wedding I'm to be a maid of honour in: I want to make this the best event that I've ever been a part of. This means I'm going to need to get more organized

*Guys who show an interest in my blog/diary are guaranteed to make me go raaaaawwwwrrrr. Damn them.

Posted on 2005-05-11 at 10:41 a.m. |